Ilona

I think there should be a legal limit on how long a bad mood is allowed to occupy an entire day. Mine usually gets evicted pretty quickly. I can be upset, disappointed or annoyed like anyone else, but I am terrible at carrying those feelings around for hours just to prove that I had a reason to be upset. At some point something distracts me. Someone says something funny. I notice something ridiculous. My cats do something that makes absolutely no sense. And suddenly I have forgotten that I was supposed to be dramatic. Maybe this is one of the things I like most about my character. I recover quickly. Not because nothing matters to me. Quite the opposite. I can feel things strongly. I simply don't want one unpleasant moment to receive ownership of the remaining twenty three hours of my day. Life is too expensive for that. I would rather change the music, go somewhere, laugh, move, talk to someone I like or simply decide that the day deserves a second attempt. Perhaps that's also what brought me to this dating site. Curiosity usually wins over hesitation with me. I don't know what kind of man I might meet here or whether one conversation could unexpectedly turn into love and a relationship. But I like leaving a little space in my life for things I cannot predict. Some of the best days, after all, begin without announcing that they are going to be important.