Polina

All my heart is ready to love. i look for place where i can hide but bring you with me. its secret place. reminds me when we were kids. You had your special place to hide and think. than what happend after you thought there for a while? It became reality. not? yes. remember? go back to child and see what you saw. was it clear picture? no. its just a couple of days that flesh in your memory. maybe its enough to know. yes. you always have enough. Try to explain to yourself why are you here? why are you hoping that you sit for some bright purpuse? bright? light. you look for light or become darker? if you not bright you get more dark. more dark more sad and hurt. you love it? i can make it faster for you. if you look for love you have to suffer if you look for freedom you have to suffer. they all say that you have to suffer? strange. i do not. i am an atheist. i am a muslim. I am different. i am not agree with them. they do not exist. they are my thoughts that were walking all over the word and took different shapes. i had to chose them not touching. i had to realize that i have to think. Tell me what are your plans for future and i will make it happen soon. Do not be shy you can call now. Have a perfect time there. Enjoy.